
I am amazed at the changes that come to a woman when they become a mother. I've always been a quiet, go with the flow, non-confrontational kinda person....and I still am for the most part. But having a little baby who is unable to speak for themselves, you have to become a whole other person above and beyond who you thought you were. You have to step out of your comfort zone all the time. It's my job to make certain that my daughter is taken care of in every way possible, no unnecessary pain brought on her. Today, I felt this in an extreme way. Brielle had to get some more blood work done the other day to check her electrolytes. Well, one of the tubes of blood coagulated too soon, so they needed some more. We got this done today at the hospital lab. Brielle, like her mom, has HORRIBLE veins. Basically, they don't exist...and if you're lucky enough to find one, they like to run and hide. So anyways, I let the lab workers know about Bri's veins, and told them last time they had the nicu nurses work on her and even called an anesthesiologist to get a vein. As she screamed and squirmed, they dug around in her arms 2 times today with no success and then decided to do a heel stick...which I suggested at the beginning.....but I'm no doctor, so what do I know (Sorry, I'm still a little perturbed). So, they do the heel stick, knowing that it will show her potassium higher than normal. They got the blood and everything was fine and dandy. I got a call a little bit ago saying they needed Brielle to come back and get more blood taken because her potassium level was high but everything else was good. Right......we knew her potassium was going to be high with the heel stick....you can't get her veins...all the other results were good...but you still want to try and get a vein again. NO! No you may not. At first, I went along with it thinking, "well, if you say so...". I called Cody in tears because I know how painful it can be to be poked and prodded over and over again to no avail...and she's just a little innocent baby...great, I'm starting to cry again. After I got my composure back, I started thinking. Light bulb flashed on. I'm going to call her doctor's office in Springfield and see what he has to say about all this. Talked to his nurse, told her the whole dealio. So I called the lab back told them what's up and to go ahead and fax the results back to the doctor. Now I'm just praying and hoping the results were good enough and have that be the end of the story.
AND.....exhale.